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I overcame depression; this is what worked for me

Ximena Escobar de Nogales
7 min readMar 30, 2020

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Throughout these harrowing days of quarantine, I have been thinking of those who are currently suffering from clinical depression. I imagine that the loss of control that Cov-19 has brought upon humanity weighs heavier on the depressed mind than on a healthier mind. With depression, our own internal anxiety is compounded with a generalized sense of despair, and being quarantined may increase these feelings of worry, isolation, lethargy, and fear. On the other hand, a positive effect of this lockdown may be a lowered expectation to function “normally.” Being forced into staying home may be an opportunity to address the illness.

I suffered from depression for over a year and fully recovered. Here are some of the things I did that helped me; perhaps some of them will be useful to you:

1. I admitted to myself, and then to others, that I was sick.

I am not talking about being sad or having the blues. I am talking about a major depressive disorder. Depression is a disease. The problem with depression is that it is (usually) invisible. It may start with a loss of energy, increased emotional vulnerability, or sadness. I never had suicidal thoughts; thus, I concluded I was not depressed. My depression was not severe, but it was nonetheless depression, and it needed treatment. It took me over six months to accept the…

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Ximena Escobar de Nogales
Ximena Escobar de Nogales

Written by Ximena Escobar de Nogales

I write, to try to understand. I volunteer in prison, advice on impact investments and I run the Casa Taller El Boga, an arts residency in Mompox, Colombia

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