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How many lives have you lost?

Poetry is a space where I can embrace my weirdness

Ximena Escobar de Nogales
1 min readOct 4, 2023
Artist Martin Creed

The black widow killed herself.

Blame it on the magicians’ faultiness.

An aging hurt is hard to vanquish

Watch the mosquito-eating bats

swim over her loneliness.

Her blue flesh lies open,

like an addiction you can no longer hide.

Her guts torn apart with a dagger

Is there a name for all the loss?

Rest assured, I am told, she has turned into an octopus

Grill all the pain

Or rather, transform it

Recycle, re-incarnate, renew, rebirth

Unceasing movement

Nothing is lost, everything is transformed

There is no other place to go

but to become this earth that still breaths

How many lives have you lost?

Faith, I heard, may help

Plums too, especially the sweet ones

And memories, the sweet ones too

Grief is a five letter word

The octopus swims freely in the water

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Ximena Escobar de Nogales
Ximena Escobar de Nogales

Written by Ximena Escobar de Nogales

I write, to try to understand. I volunteer in prison, advice on impact investments and I run the Casa Taller El Boga, an arts residency in Mompox, Colombia

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